Thank you everyone for your responses, I believe it would be best if I separated from my boyfriend; but being with him seems to have shrunken my social support, my friends seem to have vanished.
I don't know what to do my family lives out of town and I'm tied to my current city due to my 5yr special needs daughter who needs to be near the best hospital. I feel so lost and need help with my daughter as I need to be on bedrest.
My boyfriend is sometimes helpful but most of the time he just creates pain and chaos.
Thanks again everyone.