Honestly, I am just lost. I am waiting on a person to tell me where to go, but he is lost too, although he had many years of sobriety and is like my surrogate father. All I can say is tomorrow is a new day. I won't lie. All I can say is I will keep on keeping on, as long as I am allowed to post here. I've had a setback. All I can do is see my therapist tomorrow. I've realized I have some serious issues. That is all and thank you for allowing me to post this.