Hey there, good for you and good luck with your decision. It felt as if I were reading my own situation - word for word.
It must have been some time since you last posted, or that you don't post frequently, becuase your thread really resonated with me, usually those ones I know right off the bat- like blubelle, cassandra, and a few others have the abf thing with pills..........
I wonder how you came to the peaceful end. I don't know if I will ever be able to have a peaceful end with mine............. I'm too angry and hurt.
I hope I get there as you did.....
CONGRATS!! You go girl!!!!
Love,
Cessy