I donno....life is difficult right now and things are far from perfect. But I chose to worry about stuff I can control....What is so amazing at home that it is ruining your piece of mind at work....
My girlfriend always says I am nuts that I can worry so much about a video game that was scratched and wouldn't play....I said to her "What else do I need to worry about right now. Given where I have been in the last two years of my life...worrying about a video game is great."
I just feel free now that I am sober, and I am probably in the worst overall jam of my life
Good luck, and I assure you, my tough sober life now beats the hell out of dealing with all of what I have to deal with while drinking. Because this too shall pass, and I have a whole sober life ahead of me. Plus I am a better person without drinking....