I "think" your question seems to be "Do I have a problem?" There are many sites online that have a test you can take to determine whether you are an alcoholic or not. If you don't believe you have a problem then I would think you wouldn't be looking and posting on a Sober Recovery board.
I knew I had a problem when I discovered I could not stop at one drink or if I did it was quite a struggle to stop at that one drink. People without a problem don't even think about it they just stop because they've had enough. People with a problem, in my opinion, have difficulty stopping and really do think about it. Any ways, it was also interfering with my life in general and that's why I quit.
Welcome to SR and I hope you get the answers you seek.