C23, bro, I know this is a low blow and really devastating for you. Please don't pick up a drink today, it will just add on to already bad problems. I really don't know of or have much advice to offer, but feel free to PM me if you need to scream, rant, rave, cuss or whatever and I'll be here to let you get anything you need off your chest. I'm going through a rough day myself, so I understand how "easy" it would be just to go get sh*tfaced and forget about it for the moment. But we can be strong and NOT drink today. Do it for you first, as well as your family. You, the family, and all of us will be so happy and proud of you for being strong enough to not drink. Remember myself and everyone else is here if you need someone to talk to and just vent and all. Stay strong brother we're all in it together trying to help each other out.
Wes