Hey C23...please try to keep things in perspective. It is a car, an object, a thing.......it really is a small in the grand scheme of things.....I am not trying to undermine your feelings......but it's not a big one in this thing we call life. Something big would be your wife or child if they suddenly were gravely ill......a limb lost in an accident, a death, etc.....this is a car, and one you can get back.
YOU my friend, are on your way UP! Do not let this ruin your good attitude. Laugh at it.........rack it up to your drinking days and move on and think...."wow THAT's not gonna happen again"..........so go take those nicely pressed clothes and go kick some butt at your new job!!!!!!!!! Hugs.