Hi TimTIm,
Welcome back! This sounds like a great time to address these nightmares that still haunt you - and I'm glad you're out here with us (yeah, we know about nightmares
)
You have a lot to offer the country and the world, and I know you'll find your niche. But first, take care of YOU and see what you can do about those old tapes running in your head. PTSD is nothing to sneeze at.....please take care of yourself and do what you need to do to get better.
