Originally Posted by
change4penny 
mypuagmire
I am a recovering opiate/cocaine addict, 142 days clean. I know what you're about to go through...Before rehab, I was taking 30 10mg hydrocodone or oxycodone per day. I'd been on these pills for more than 10 years. Are you sure you want to do this on your own? You need to get on Suboxone if at all possible. If you can afford to go to a pain management/addiction specialist...do it 'self pay. If you don't use insurance and go to a new doctor, that will help you remain "incognito".
Thanks for the advice! But, for now I am going to have to tough it out. At 142 days clean, do you still crave it? This time tomorrow, I will be climbing the walls! I won't be able to give in because I won't have anything to take anyway. Making it through the first day doesn't bother me, it's the second and THIRD! We will see.......