Originally Posted by
Paulos 
I'm an autistic who can barely deal with reality and am VERY pathetic in my existence, my knowledge is very low
Paulos, this is not what I see of you in your posts and especially not when you chair your meetings. You are able to manage meetings with twenty or so members and keep everyone comfortable and organized. You never fail to welcome a member who arrives during the meeting and you remind people of the rules to follow and the protocol. You do an amazing job, so please don't sell yourself short.
I like Rob's and Stone's idea of trying to find a place to live where you could receive support, but also live independently. I truly think it would be best for both you and your Mom.