worser.. I feel like there is this emptyness in me. I have to admit she did damage me.
I'm not sure if finding someone else to fill that hole will help, It's not like I want to ruin someone else.
she did say some hurtful things recently, she has the tendency to lie and manipulate but even though I know thats what she is doing, it still amazes me and hurts..
I know I have grown since this is all started but the infamous question is "when does the pain stop?"