My A keeps calling
Hello my friends, Im feeling much better these day's.
I've been feeling so good and positive and strong. I've been moving forward pysicaly and mentaly.
Mentaly has been the most difficult.
But yesterday my A kept calling, and calling and calling leaving messages on my phone saying he misses me, he loves me. He's drunk as a skunk.
Although this would have brought me too my knee's awhile ago, it still shakes me up.
Reality smacks me in the face, just when I think I've escaped the mental anguish.
It's like a flashback of doubt and uncertain thoughts enter my mind.
My emotions come flooding back,
Although I see him differently now.
I see the whole situation differently it's still difficult when he calls.
mental block
sally