I HATE HEROIN.
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Especially to be blindsided with heroin. Do not I repeat do not beat yourself up. My AH was shooting up this past year. I had ABSOLUTELY NO CLUE. Addicts live in a secret double life. They are very clever. My AH continues to use and there is nothing I can do to make him stop.
This was completely out of your hands. It's so hard when you love somebody so much to accept that this is reality.
You will need to soul search to determine what you feel is appropriate to share with others.
I lend my support and prayers.
Maelynn