Originally Posted by
destroyedagain 
Well I left my letter to him for when he comes home. It is up to him now I guess. The feeling inside my stomach is one I have felt 11 years ago and never wanted to feel again. I am so scared he will say that he won't go to counseling with me. I figured marriage counseling and she can be the one to determine or tell him that he needs seperate counseling for his addiction or not. Maybe coming from someone else may help. I don't know all I know is I am terrified about the outcome of this letter but I don't regret it because it is my feelings.
Hey gal, I understand that fear of the unknown. My mind used to race off to all the 'what ifs'. Try hard to live in the moment. God didn't bring you this far to drop you, right?
My sponsor always tells me you can't pray and worry at the same time.
Try to replace that fear with faith, faith that God is indeed watching over you, and stay in the moment. :ghug :ghug