Thank you. Already the few threads I have perused have made my resolve more solid to get my life under control.
Just got a text message from my gf, and she is working late...I am looking forward to talking with her tonight. The information and experiences of the people here has been so helpful. I know I'm not alone, and some of the physical discomforts are less scary knowing other experienced it. I thought I was just going crazy.
The mere fact that there are people out there is vastly comforting to me. Especially today.