Thank you. I was just shaking & wanted to start a fight over it, or start crying, but just let it go, thought I would come here.
Maybe I will talk to my daughter tomrrow since I will be getting up & going to urgent care with her cuz she's got strep i think, & for sure tonsilitis.
This is my almost 15 yr old that said she would give anything to have a mom that didn't have to drink everywhere & hates to be around me when I do.
Shes adult enough to have talked to me in private several times & shed many tears saying why are you drinking so much tonight? Maybe I can tell her this is my plan, and if for any reason you see me with a drink, or my kind of alcohol in the house you call me out on it, you remember our promise.
I KNOW she wants this, and like Tryingsohard said, I think you might be right because If I don't drink at home with him he will have no one that will.
Thank you all! I am so glad I found you guys!