Originally Posted by
vividserenity 
ughhh so depressing to think about the way our relationship used to be compared to what it is now...this day isnt my favorite day so far.....
I'm not winning any awards for having the relationship of the year and I'm not married. My boyfriend and I used to have FUN together. Once the beer started to take over, and then the drugs, we were totally different people. The first couple weeks of sobriety has been rough. I'm about 3 weeks in. The crazy emotionality has started to go away in the last few days. This seems like the worst possible time to make major decisions about relationships, especially since alcohol has put so much pressure on those relationships.
Keep up the good work! You are almost past the worst of it, be patient. Take a walk if you can and eat some fruit. That seems to help me. Good luck!