Welcome to SR. If you have a drinking problem, which you believe you do, you have found a GREAT place.
In a "sticky" at the top of the Alcoholism forum is this:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-programs.html
Many different 'programs' to find one that can help you in recovery.
Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing, we do care very much!
When I got sober, AA was "the only game in town" and since I had already died and I did want to live, I went.
However, I do believe you might find some alternatives on that thread.
Again, WELCOME.
Love and hugs,