NO PROTECTIVE BUTTON HIT THERE SMOKE, I KNOW HE HAS JERK POTENTIAL AND I ALSO KNOW WHEN HE IS ACTING OUT OF THE ORDINARY, EVEN FOR HIM. I CHECKED OUT THE WEBSITE, - THANKYOU. I THINK I`LL ORDER A COUPLE OF BOOKS FROM THERE. I TRY TO READ AS MUCH OF ALL THE MESSAGE BOARDS THAT I CAN. IT DOES HELP. IT HELPS TO KNOW I`M NOT ALONE. IF I GET UP THE NERVE, I`M GONNA GO TO A AL-ANON MEETING TOMORROW NIGHT. I`LL LET YOU KNOW. I TOLD HIM ABOUT IT TOO. HE DIDN`T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT. HE`S BEEN SOBER FOR 2 DAYS AND IT HAS BEEN WONDERFUL, BUT I KNOW THAT ALL ENDS TOMORROW AND SOON AS WORK ENDS.