Texik, Welcome! You're in the right place!!!! Ohhh those weekends!!! For me what is helpful is really trying to keep myself in the moment and the day. I'm not wired that way as I tend to jump to 30 days sober, my 1st birthday sober, etc.... I guess I'm tired of all that fear for the "tomorrows" when I'm missing out on whatever is in the day for me right here and now. I just can't predict what the future holds. I just tell myself daily "Just for today, I will not take a drink" and "God, please help to relieve my obsession with alcohol". SR folks are on here 24/7 and we get through one minute, hour, day together and are never alone!
My best goes out to you! Keep posting, reading and reaching! We are all in this together!
Hugs, :ghug3:ghug