Before I started smoking cocaine. I smoked alot of pot. Witht that it was a daily thing. But nothing evenb closely compared to where cocaine took me. I kept a job. My life didnt revolve around weed. Did normal things all the time.
But I still felt like crap the next day after smoking out on weed the day before. But it never crossed my mind that I had a problem or needed to stop. Life was normal. But I still got the groggys.
Now when I started smoking cocaine. Guilt would consume me. Because of the amounts of money I spent.
Then it became an addiction. In the streets 24/7. Then it seemed life was normal. Even tho it wasnt.
Really not until I moved to NY in 2003 did I start to feel like it was a problem again.
Then it was guilt, feeling like crap, no energy, life just sucked.
I guess for me it is all how you look at yourself and your situation. And how it really does affect your life.