So I have the wine, I just don't want to drink it
I think I am at a turning point. I walked two miles to the store to buy a bottle of wine and for some reason I just don't want to drink it.
I feel like crying and just like a big loser. My last day at work was Friday and I didn't have the reaction I expected - relief. I just cried as I drove home. At any rate, the wine isn't going to fix anything. I can't keep escaping as I've done. But I don't know how to deal with these feelings of being unemployed - again.
At any rate, I am posting here, as I know a drink isn't going to fix anything. I've never been in this spot - the spot of having wine to drink and yet not wanting to drink it. I am confused. Can anyone help me please?