(((bmychelle)))))
Don't beat yourself up over it anymore...
True, you may have wasted precious energy worrying over something but the most important thing is .. is that you did not bail him out of jail and the powers at be allowed you not to rescue him with the situation with his motercycle..
Letting go and not worrying is hard.. just take things one day at a time and worry about this one moment that we have right now...
Have you been to alanon? If not I highly encourage you to go... you will find lots of people just like you coming to grips with their demons..