hey snoman-
so glad youre here. you sound like a photo copy of me at 29 (i am 47 now). i was making money, great job, good family (very thankful i didnt lose any of this in my coke/alcohol stupor- still working on it everyday). i had the cash to buy coke and it was pretty much routine on weekends to get that 8 and stay up drinking a river most of the weekend. taking sunday to try to resemble a human being on monday for my job. i was 'functioning addict' as they say- good at my work- even better at my drinking and coke. dude- it will catch up with you if you dont cut it out, in a big time way. please keep posting on this site and reading- the best way is to have support like this, having others to talk to about it is very helpful to me.
best wishes to you and your family!!! you can do this.
dub