Hi, I am new here myself.
I, like you have not found that solitude yet!!! I am still active. I have been stalking many threads, trying to read here as much as possible... which can prove to be difficult with two children on my lap and at times my partner over my shoulder.
I can tell you that you are NOT CRAZY, but I may be mistaken.. lol
IMO, you just made a huge leap into something good. It took a lot to post your words. It is difficult in many ways to ask for help, and you just jumped over the hardest part!
As I said, I am also new, but I am certain that you will receive many awesome posts from others who know what they are talking about...
