Thanks again everyone! There's been more drama over the last several days since my last post. I hear everything that everyone is saying & really do appreciate it! I feel that things will get easier once I get into some meetings (still haven't had the opportunity, working full time during the day & then taking care of the kids in the evenings) & hopefully I'll be able to figure out a way to get myself to some.
All of your advice really helps. I just need to learn to apply it to my situation!