Re: What to call this???
I understand that step 2 moment. I have believed in God my whole life, but only because of others. I never had a connection myself. Then I got an assignment like you are talking about. I think it was the first time that I asked for guidance and truly listened. I started going to alanon meetings that week, and the next week I started therapy. Once I started listening for that guidance, a lot of things clicked for me. My thinking has changed a lot. Follow your guidance. When you get something that clear, no doubts or questions, it won't steer you wrong.
I am glad that you have become such a big part of this forum. You are growing, whether you see it or not. It's much easier to see growth in others than in ourself. Hugs, Magic