Maggie, I haven't written to you yet, but I've been reading your story and sharing your pain and anguish over what has happened to your family. I'm so sorry for all you're now forced to go through. I don't compare the losses I've known to yours because I think there's nothing that really compares to the pain of losing a child... but Maggie, I do know that the kind of pain you're having now, that kind of pain is never permanent. It lessens. It doesn't always grip you so hard. Keep reaching out to people who understand, empathize and can support you while you need it. You're doing so well just by being here, by talking about what has happened, and by letting us give you our virtual shoulders and our virtual arms. I am keeping you in my thoughts, and in my heart.