(((MaggieMac)))
I just read your posts on your situation, and I am so very truly sorry for your loss and the pain you are so overwhelmed with ~hugs~
I feel your pain but yet its hard for me to imagine it as I haven't experienced a loss such as yours ........yet. I say "yet" because I too have a son who is a cocaine\crack\ heroin (and lord knows what else)addict. He is 33 yrs. old, divorced, leaving behind 2 most precious little girls. I used to hear from him from time to time but I haven't heard from him in quite awhile now and I fear every single day that the police is going to show up here with some very bad news. Its devasting as I prepare myself for the worst.
Its sooo hard going through the holidays not having them with you. Its just so unfair.
I sincerly hope the best for you. Embrace every feeling and memory. May God bless you with love and peace.
Suemarie