Just for today
Hi all
Today I have seven days clean ONE DAY AT A TIME. Just for to day i will not pick up and get high. Just for today I will think about the positive things in life. I have hope for my self, I know what I have to do just for today. What I want so bad is to deal with life on life tearms not mines, to smell the flowers to hear the birds sing to love and not live in fear. I have to stay strong and positive. I know deep in my heart that the one day the light will turn on and I will wake up from this disease and i will look back and laugh but also cry for puting my self thru all that pain and misery. I cant wait to the day i feel my higher power back in to my heart and soul thats been missing for a very long time. Im tired of being worthless, hopeless, empty and isolated am tired of waking up with my mind consume with destructive thinking pattens. Please God if your up there please show me the way, open my heart and i will do the rest.