For those of you who extended your kind thoughts, I wanted to let you know that the missing husband has been found. He called this afternoon saying that he thought that I didn't want to hear from him and so he didn't call. I was so relieved to hear from him that I cried.
And when I hung up the phone, I was even more relieved that he was gone.
Out of my life and yet still alive. The perfect situation! I don't know if I will ever let him come back. For today, at least I am feeling giddy with freedom! What a difference a day makes. And who knows what tomorrow will hold.
I only wish that I could sleep.