hang in there bam...sorry u are feeling so crappy! i haven't been feeling my best either...worry...worry...worry...all about things i can't control...mostly finances or lack there of and lack of control when it comes to other people..thankfully i haven't had to give up chocolate or cigarettes...i sympathize with you there!!! keep posting and venting if u need to!! thinking of you!! big hugs!!! xxxxx
Lisa