Oh no embraced, that is what the forum is for, we do so much appearing we are OK just to function in normal life to be the same here.
It is understandable you are very angry, I am too, and I just feel it in my stomach...
I hate the loneliness of it all and how you cannot hold to good memories because they are still out there showing the true colours !!
Maybe we can get together and hit some sk8ters on the street??