angry and depressed
and sick with the flu too.
Its the morning of Christmas Eve and my tree stands undecorated still, not a present bought, my plans for the kids and I for Christmas have been blown apart.
I am totally broke and depressed and angry and lonely and feeling like I have no control over my life, my plans. I have to work Christmas Day and the day after, so made alternate arrangements for Christmas with my girls. Between their two fathers, those plans have been blown to heck. People are so selfish.
Someone give me a kick in the butt and tell me to get over myself already.
Time for the pity party to stop.
Bah humbug.
Next year will be better, right? It HAS to be......