123, I can identify with you in an intense way! I'd don't really know what to say I can't figure it out for myself! My emotions and moods are all over the place and nothing seems to be working out the way I think I want it too. I wish I had some words of wisdom and some helpfull advice yet i think I'M in just as much of a funk as you are.
Just keep your head up and smile even if you don't feel like it. Happy thoughts!!!