I would say try other meetings. The meetings I go to are far from depressing. The meetings i attend stay in then solutions, out of the big book. They are not meetings of people moaning and groaning. They tell their experience with big book, steps etc. The new comers like me throw in stuff about the steps, how we are feeling etc. and we get alot from the ole timers.
AA is keeping me sober, helping me grow, and a place that I can feel safe to be me.
I hope you don't think all meetings are bahaa for me meetings, there are good ones. Try another.
