I pray and hope you find true recovery for yourself. I worry everyday that I'm going to get a call to say my AH has overdosed. I feel guilty when I don't give into him but, I know it's the right thing to do. With my high blood presure I need to stop worrying so much or I'll be dead and he will still be doing the same thing.
I am also a member of another website and they have been horrible mean to me and I just want to say that this site feels like home. They call it making me face reality. I call it not giving a person the right to grieve a loss in their own special way.No one ever condemns another for having an opinion and for feeling like they want to express their true feelings on this site. I'm sorry if I love my husband and that I have been nieve for soooo long but, people handle things different ways. I am SOOO THANKFUL for the love on this website!!!!
God bless you and keep you!!!!