How are you doing with the Holidays?
Just did my first sober holiday party. Took my appetizer and Diet Coke. Plopped down right next to 3 different 6 packs of beer (my DOC).
Now, I'm snuggled in home. Sober.
In the past I would have sipped a couple of cold ones at the party and then headed home to finish myself off (so noone would know I had a problem).
This was not hard. I just remember towards the end of my drinking crying because I just wanted to stop. Just sobbing because I could not crawl out of the pit I had drank myself in to. I need to remember that forever.
How are the holidays going (in regards to your addiction) for you?