My mom and I talked today...I can't believe it, but she said that I need to see a therapist. Some people would take that as an insult, but comming from her it was a relief. Maybe she does see/understand more than I thought she did. I'm glad she was calm about it today. I was scary last night. I didn't talk to anyone and I literally barricaded myself in my room. I'm going to have to make some phone calls soon.