I broke it off because I was tired of the roller coaster, walking on eggshells, the lack of communication, and to take care of myself. I was going CRAZY!
I don't want to run into him, and I am thinking about staying home to not run into him and not face the town folk. They know that how he is (they've known him forever too), and I don't think they will judge me, its just going to be very uncomfortable. Thank you, it is comforting to hear some advice on how to manage this. I can't control what happens from there, and the codie in me HATES that, but you are right. I can only control myself. UHHHGGG! This stinks.