Journaling
I reread a journal I have been keeping for years. It was so sad and depressing. The one thing that popped out at me was how I did nothing to change my situation and it stayed the same but yet I complained for years. Granted I raised my children and wasn't in a big rush to go anywhere but I sure did waste a lot of my time worrying.
Now I'm wondering if I spent so many years complaining if I can ever be happy. It's like I've programmed myself to be miserable. Talk about a self examination.
My rah is back now and it's soooooooo hard to accept things the way they are because I've been so used to complaining about him. I need the little angel on my shoulder to remind me to accept the good........accept the good.
Has anyone else journaled through any of this? Have you noticed a pattern?