Need2QuitNow,
I completely understand where you are coming from. This is my very first time in this forum and this is also my very first post. Instead of introducing right away, I came across your post and it touched my heart. I too feel that I am hurting my Husband with my drinking...He used to drink alot about a year ago, now he barely touches it. I wish I could be more like him...he just puts up with me. He even goes and buys it for me just to keep my happy.
I just wanted to come in here and tell you that I understand what you are saying and thank you for sharing with us. I hope that we can help eachother out.