Wow Tryingto, you sound just like me. I can really relate to a lot of what you said, how alcohol just heightens everything, I can usually only go two days without drinking, I just can't seem to get through the 3rd day and I think it's more a physical thing than anything. Maybe we can try to do this together, I haven't yet gotten up the courage to go to a meeting, I know I need to, just terrified. I also have done crazy embarrassing things when wasted, seem to like picking fights with the people I love the most, getting obnoxious, you name it I've done it. Almost broke my nose a few weeks back after falling flat on my face. I'm trying again, any suggestions out there for how to get through that 3rd day?