Originally Posted by
Tryingto 
How have you been going sicilia? :ghug2
I am ok..just trying to keep busy...worked all day and then came home, evenings are hardest for me also...took a ride to the AA parking lot and came home
been on the computer ever since!! I can't get off this site, haha...i literally slept with my laptop the past two night, no joke.
but that is OK with me, if it helps me not drink then i'll stay on here 24/7!
and it was funny, i woke up today not hung over for the first time in YEARS and actually did my hair and put on makeup, and everyone in the office was like WOW, got a job interview today or something??
I'm a little nervous for the upcoming weekend, I have a friends bday party at a bar downtown, and her feelings would be hurt if i didn't go. I don't want to go and tempt myself, but I kinda have to show up at least for a little bit....