Thanks, Scott. You can see how stressed I am -- when I said Veteran's day, I meant to put the dates in as 11/9, 11/10, somewhere around there.
I asked him last night if he had called for his counseling appointment yet, and he lied again. Said that he "kept playing phone tag" with the therapist and "couldn't get through" when in reality, he called once, the therapist called back immediately, and then my husband never callled back.
I feel sick to my stomach. I usually deal very well with stress, but I can't eat, can't sleep, can't think straight, my heart feels like it's racing all the time, and I'm constantly on the verge of tears. I'm a mess. I have no idea if he's ever telling me the truth or not, and then he gets pissed when I act like I don't believe him.