The other part of me is saying you been working out, losing some LB's, feeling amazing, kicking ass at work, re focused, no hangovers so why would I want to go back to it? I dont know why, maybe because its what I have always done. Maybe I am having an issue realizing that this should be something I Need to do for more than 30 days.
Sounds like you have a good thing going, why would you want to begin drinking again? I understand it is what you have always done, but that dosn't mean it's what you always have to do. JMO
Congrats on you sobertime