if you are having blackouts, how much can you believe about what people tell you?
as i've mentioned recently, i've had some blackouts. i remember some things vividly.....others i do not. i am wondering if my BF is using the knowledge of my admission of blackouts to guilt trip me or manipulate me. other than getting sober, how can i ever know for sure? this is critical information that i must know for certain.
there is also the possibility that other people are lying to HIM. i am trusting no one at this point, other than my closest friends of like five to twenty years.........and my family. my new "friends" are no longer my friends!!!!