Except for pot (and that's kinda complicated), I've always wanted to quit (stop doing) every drug I ever got involved in. I could always see the end of the line, even though I was having a grand old time on the train. Well, it wasn't always grand, there were feelings of guilt and consequences, but for some reason, I always knew what the end result would be (bad) and was careful not to go too far. I think for this reason, I was able to see that my drinking lifestyle was becoming a problem that would only get worse, and needed to stop. I mean, I've pretty much done it all, and as a 17 years old kid in 1987, I was pretty much up for any drug. What I wasn't up for was becoming a helpless addict who took it too far. I wanted the buzz without the usual problems. It doesn't make me any better than anyone, it just means I'm lucky to have a good head on my shoulders even though for some reason I was doing every drug I could get my hands on and was drinking up a storm.