prairiegirl

Thanks to all of you..... It really does help to know that you understand what I'm going through. It's a funny thing when you finally get the courage to say "Enough!" I'd given him an ultimatum so many times before and he would never leave, but this time for whatever reason, he did leave. Now I feel like the one who has been abandoned and have this illusion that he's out there having a wonderful life. I'll try to think about what it would really be like if he came back and it started all over again and how painful that would be, instead of dreaming of the man I wanted him to be - the one I caught glimpses of every so often. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me! This Forum really does help.