Hey girl, I understand how you're feeling. I'm feeling the exact same way.
I managed to fend off my pain for the past couple of days and try to keep busy, but this morning i woke up alone,... AGAIN, and just felt all the sadness and pain creep back.
I'm trying to hold it back, but i know i have to let out the pain sometimes by crying.
My eyes are sore from how much i've cried this week from missing him, and i'm worried they will get worse the more i cry.
BUT i've still not contacted him, and he hasn't contacted me either.
It's the most difficult thing i've had to do. BUT i'm managing. With the help of my family and friends.
I'm here for you too.
|Limiya|